:: The 451 Family ::

:: Saturday, February 28, 2004 ::

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:: Miss Scarlet 4:24 PM [+] ::
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Heart of Fire


What is Your Heart REALLY Made of?
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:: Miss Scarlet 9:52 PM [+] ::
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10 Years Ago:
Where did you live? Bealeton, VA
Where did you work? no where
Did you have a boyfriend or girlfriend? no, I'm too shy
What was your biggest fear? tripping in the hallway
What made you happy? band
Who did you look up to? Jenny Miller
What did you think you would be doing ten years from that point? I'd be in med school or something
What did you want to change about yourself? I probably had acne

Current day:
Where do you live? Richmond, VA
Where do you work? Barnes and Noble and a pool
Do you have a boyfriend or girlfriend? no, I'm a playa apparently
What is your biggest fear? rejection
What makes you happy? kissing, beating others, and having money. oh and friends and family
Who do you look up to? those taller than me
What do you think you'll be doing in ten years? 34? Holy crap! I'll either be married with a kid or living in NYC being "single" and loving it. hehe
What do you want to change about yourself? no inhibitions

:: Miss Scarlet 3:58 PM [+] ::
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Obsession:
1. Compulsive preoccupation with a fixed idea or an unwanted feeling or emotion, often accompanied by symptoms of anxiety.
2. A compulsive, often unreasonable idea or emotion.

Passion:
1. A powerful emotion, such as love, joy, hatred, or anger.

2. Ardent love.
a. Strong sexual desire; lust.
b. The object of such love or desire.

3. Boundless enthusiasm.


Obsession vs. Passion .

I think the word "groupie" has a negative conotation and I do not allow it.
I love music.
I love musicians.
I love people.
I love everything.
A lot.


And there is nothing wrong with that.

:: Miss Scarlet 1:51 PM [+] ::
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Some Random Thoughts.

2. By June I could have a new car. This is the most exciting thing ever.

7. I hope that soon, everything changes. So much will be but there's one thing I'm trying really hard to have no expectations about.

0. If I could have one wish, it would be to be a really good singer. I love singing, but I suck at it.

0. I'm going to vote for Bush. I just want to put that out there. I'm not going to be made to feel ashamed for it either. I'm sick of politics.

8. My hands are so cold right now. Reminds me of the good ol' days when my mom would get worried about them. (cold hands, warm heart)

6. I need to stop watching the same movies over and over.

9. I need to learn Russian. I wish Farsi wasn't so difficult.

:: Miss Scarlet 12:50 AM [+] ::
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I get really annoyed at work. Over little things too. I'm starting to hate it but I guess it's a good thing as it will hopefully motivate me to get that "real" job. I wish I had any idea of how to get one.
You know what else is annoying? And I dont get in this mindset often but...How it seems everyone in the world has a significant other. I mean, even at work where I try to have a 'work crush' it's stupid because all of the hot ones have girlfriends (which makes sense of course, it's just annoying). Ew, What's wrong with me. I just took a moment to watch some of The O.C. I taped and when I came back and read what I had typed I wanted to puke. I will NOT be one of those lame girls.
I can't believe I only have about 6 weeks left on this lease and then I guess I'll be back in Bealeton. Oh gawd, what a scary thought. I mean, I'm excited about saving more money and getting a car and having the freedom to apply for jobs anywhere I want and not being stuck in a year long lease somewhere I'm not even sure I like. But then again, I do like Richmond and I've had some good times here. It would have been awesome if Vanessa had moved here too. Or if Julianne had decided on grad school at VCU. You know, one of my best friends actually near me. People who enjoy doing the same things I do. People who call me to hang out. I have a lot of friends here, don't get me wrong, but it's just not the same.
And as lame as moving back home may sound, most people live at home right after college and then move out. Well, I'm just doing the opposite. I moved out just 3 months after graduating and that will have been 2 years ago. Wow, 2 years ago. And in less then a week I will be 24. It doesn't seem old to me until I think, almost 25 which is "mid twenties" (ha) which is on it's way to 30 and most people by age 30 have careers and fiances and all that crap. But 6 years...that's a long time.


Right?



XO,
Scarlet

:: Miss Scarlet 1:27 AM [+] ::
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I'm ready to make my decision.


Sort of...


More on this over there: I Spy!

But I won't write it til tomorrow I think.

I'm starting to hate Richmond and a lot of people in it.

:: Miss Scarlet 6:35 PM [+] ::
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There are 2 subjects which can make me go from happy to sad camper in a matter of minutes. One is money and the other is one I try not to think about too much. It's not something I can fix and that is what bothers me so much. It's a hurdle I can only get over for awhile at a time. Until times like right now when I think about it and it sucks and I'd do anything for things to be how I want them to be.
Good Lord. (I erased Goddammit and put that instead). I don't like saying GD.

Big. Fat. Effing. Sigh.

:: Miss Scarlet 11:39 PM [+] ::
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