:: The 451 Family ::

:: Sunday, December 18, 2005 ::

Sometimes I really wish there was someone out there who I could talk to about the things that really bother me. Not the superficial crap or the stupid guy crap. That doesn't matter.

Ugh.



I hate this.

:: Miss Scarlet 10:22 PM [+] ::
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I need to overhaul this blog since I do still use it from time to time. But the comments are all messed up and the layout is gross. I can just add it to my increasingly long list of things to do I guess:)

:: Miss Scarlet 3:35 PM [+] ::
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GO VOTE!

:: Miss Scarlet 8:47 AM [+] ::
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John Kerry gets Jury Duty


Is it really necessary to say she regrets how she voted? The article is super short and it's just a fun link on CNN.com but I was a little annoyed by it.

Stupid cunts:)

:: Miss Scarlet 10:59 AM [+] ::
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Me
Originally uploaded by scarls17.

I'm trying to add this for my icon but it's too early to think.

:: Miss Scarlet 8:24 AM [+] ::
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X means yes


[] I get scared of relationships.

[X] I am really ticklish.

[ ] I'm afraid of the dark.

[] I'm afraid of facing my back to open doors at night.

[X] believe in true love

[] I've run away from home

[X] I listen to political music (but not because it's political)

[] I collect comic books.

[ ] I shut others out when I'm sad.

[] I open up to others easily.

[X] I keep secrets from the world.

[X] I watch the news.

[X] I own over 5 rap CDs.

[X] own something from Hot Topic.

[ ] I love Disney movies.

[ ] I am a sucker for blue eyes.

[X] I don't kill bugs

[X] I curse sometimes

[X] I have (had) "x"s in my screen name

[X] I've slipped out a "lol" in a real conversation

[] I love Spam.

Another survey: you know the drill.


[ ] I bake well.

[]I have worn pajamas to class.

[X ] I have owned something from Hollister or Abercrombie & Fitch

[X]I have a job.

[ ] I love Dr. Phil

[X] I like someone.

[] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.

[] have had sex with someone from MySpace

[X] I am self-conscious. sometimes

[X] I love to laugh.

[X] I have tried alcohol

[] I have smoked a pack in one day.

[] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.

[] I can't swallow pills.

[X] I have some scars.

[X] I've been out of this country.

[ ] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.

[X] I love chocolate.

[ ] I bite my nails.

[X] I am comfortable with being me.

[ ] I play computer games when I'm bored.

[X] Gotten lost in the city.

[X] Seen a shooting star

[ ] Had a serious surgery

[ ] Gone out in public in your pajamas.

[X] Have kissed a stranger.

[X] Hugged a stranger.

[] Been in a bloody fist fight with someone of the same sex.

[X]Been in a fist fight.

[]Been arrested.

[] Laughed and had some type of beverage come out of your nose.

[X] Pushed all the buttons on an elevator.

[X] kissed someone more than once

[ ] Kicked a guy where it hurts

[] Been skydiving.

[ ] Gotten stitches

[] Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.

[ ] Bitten someone

[] Been to Niagara Falls.

[X] Gotten the chicken pox

[ ] Crashed into a car

[] Been to Japan.

[X] Ridden in a taxi.

[] Shoplifted

[ ] Been fired.

[X] Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.

[X] Stole something from your job

[X] Gone on a blind date.

[] Had a crush on a teacher/coach/trainer.

[] Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans

[] Been to Europe.

[] Been married.

[X] Saw someone/something dying

[X] Driven over 400 miles in one day

[X] Been On A Plane.

[] Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show

[] Thrown up in a bar.

[X] Eaten Sushi.

[ ] Been Snowboarding

[X] Been skiing

[X] Been ice skating

[X] Cried in public

[] Walked purposely into traffic with your eyes closed.

[X] Liked someone even though you knew you shouldn't have

[X] broke up with someone..

**Pass this on with your own confessions

BOOORRRIIINNNNGGG!!!!!

:: Miss Scarlet 4:13 PM [+] ::
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I've got my eye on you! 

:: Miss Scarlet 4:00 PM [+] ::
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Name the Last Four Things You Have Bought:
1. latte
2. champagne
3. rented a movie
4. Red Robin

Name Four Drinks You Regularly Drink:
1. water
2.coke (either diet, zero, or diet with splenda
3. OJ
4. champagne

Last time you Cried, and why?
Last night...because I'm a wuss

What's In Your CD Player?
Ashlee Simpson

What's Under Your Bed?
a few plastic containers of clothes

What time did you wake up this morning?
1130. I didn't set my alarm on purpose

Current Hair?
pulled back and needing to be washed before tonight


What are you wearing?
nothing hott...big jeans and a big shirt

Current Worry?
That I will always be a wuss and miss out

Current Love?
days off

Current Hate?
all those clothes and nothing to wear

Favorite Place To Be?
out with friends or at home totally vegging

Favorite Ice Cream?
vanilla

If You Could Play An Instrument what would you play?
bassoon

Favorite Colors?
nongross green, red, black


How Tall Are You?:
5"9'

Favorite expression?
facial: blank or annoyed...saying: "Damn you, low rise!"

One Person From Your Past You Wish You Could Go Back And Talk To?
Billy Corgan when I was standing in front of him

Favorite Day(s)?
Any day I don't work more than 8 hours...generally I like Fridays though


Where Would You Like To Go?
Scotland and New England

Where Do you want to live?
Stars Hollow

Favorite food?
tomatoes


Number from 1 - 100?
17

Number of pillows you sleep with?
2


What do you wear when you go to sleep?
PJ pants and long sleeve shirt usually

Do you like crossword puzzles?
yes!

Who do you think of most?
myself? hehe....(I'm being funny to cover up my answer:)

What do you think you'll be doing in 10 years?
Wow, 35. Um...married with some kids? and hopefully teaching high school band:) but still being cool

Are you paranoid?
ugh, lately YES

Do you prefer clubs or bars?
non smokey bars

First piercing/tattoo?
ears

Last person you yelled at?
Ali? but I think we were joking


Last crush/Current crush?
I'm a wuss

If you could be a pirate, would you?
no, but I do like boats

If you could be with anyone right now, who would it be?
uhhh...Jennfer Garner:)

Your name?
Scarlet


What songs do you sing in the shower?
none

What did you fear was going to get you at night as a child?
someone under my bed

When and why did you last vomit?
when I got sick 2 years ago...I barfed while sitting up on the chair lifeguarding. Good thing I had a bag;)


What's in your pockets right now?
nothing

What color are your eyes?
green

Last thing that made you laugh?
the thought of my Halloween costume and "sidekick"


Favorite song right now?
#8 on Ashlee's CD

Any pets now?
no:(

Innie or an outtie?
in

Things you shout to stupid drivers?
Idiot

Favorite restaurant?
Shamrock

Favorite fruit?
tomatoe


Black olives or green olives?
none, gross

What kind of phone do you own?
Motorola, blah

Is your music kept in a particular order?
by artist

Name a person that you would like to say FUCK YOU to:
H

Strangest drug experience?
none

Worst injury you've ever had?
I remember vageuly sliding on ice and falling and scraping my chin

How do you take your coffee?
Au Lait style

Favorite kind of tape?
packing

Favorite thing to write or draw with?
RSVPs

Last movie you rented?
Amityville Horror

Last movie you went to see in the theater?
In Her Shoes

Were you a thumb sucker?
no

How old are you?
25

What are your dreams like?
confusing


Worst hotel you've ever been in?
Mine and Ali's in NYC-it was ass cheap which is good but there was no maid and our AC broke and only 1 outlet worked.

Best vacation?
NYC with Ali or Vermont with cousins


Favorite place to swim?
Caribbean

Last song you listened to?
#8 Ashlee

Favorite kitchen utensil?
spork

Favorite driving songs?
new Madonna

What will you be doing tomorrow?
working 130-10:(

One regret?
no tengo

:: Miss Scarlet 4:57 PM [+] ::
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I say a lot of mean things in my head. Generally I like most people but there are times when either someone has done something against a family member or a close friend or has done something to me. Some people just rub me the wrong way.

So I have these thoughts in my head against and about people but why can't I always vocalize them? I'm not sure which is more important to me: being liked by most people or being thought of as a nice person. Or maybe they just seem to go hand in hand for me.

And I'm exagerating here so don't get the idea that my thought process is entirely negative or that my main concern is what other people think of me. It's not.

I had this situation a few years ago with a boss who tried to go after my sister and ruin her working reputation. Well, that was it...she was an enemy from that point on. But while I would complain to friends and family I never really said something to her face (cold words, etc don't count) or to the people running the establishment (our bosses). Part of it was that I didn't want to have a black mark on my working record as someone who couldn't get along with her boss. But I also didn't want to have to go to work each day with someone who formally did not like me.

But why is it better to play nice? We both knew we hated each other yet we would joke around sometimes and speak to each other. I have people now who I'm not really a fan of but I still am friendly with them. Is it better to be honest about these things? CAN I be honest about these things? It bothers me when someone doesn't like me and I think that's true for most people.

Just some thoughts I was having...

:: Miss Scarlet 12:24 PM [+] ::
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A question I pose for myself:


Should I continue taking the high road?


Somtimes people deserve to be yelled at and called a bitch...but does that mean I'm stooping to someone else's level? I like my lofty perch, I'm not sure when, or even if, it's going to be time to come off it to say the mean things in my head.

:: Miss Scarlet 9:29 PM [+] ::
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