I looked for jobs on monster.com today...and i found a few i liked, in hopes of being free from the church. I think I want to work a job in which i have my weekends off. Having a weekend off would be so wonderful. Like, i have to work saturday night and all of sunday this weekend. Then M-TH as usual. And getting friday off is no big deal cause i'm so tired by friday, i get nothing done. It sucks. I'm sorry I complain about the job. The truth is, its consuming my life and i dont have much of anything else to talk about unfortunately.